Why do people enjoy other people's downfall? Are humans just like every other animal? It seems that we are all competitive by nature. Weather we want to admit it or not there is always someone you wish would fail at something. I am saying this because I found myself doing this the other day when I was on the phone with a friend of mine. She was going into modeling, not because she wanted to but because she had the height and high cheek bones the industry wanted. I have always wanted to model and get paid for it since I was little but I'm too thick and too short. If I get a job offer it's for glam shots. Some guy wants to get paid off my sexy, thick body. I love my body but I also can't stand the kind of attention it gets from guys and girls. Girls hate on it because that's what guys want and guys want it for sex. I'm more than a pin-up, I'm a work of art but I can't seem to find the jobs I want. It's sad because that has been one of my passions for so long. To see a friend that I know that don't want it but gets booked for jobs, frustrates me. I just wonder if I'm being a bad friend or is that just human nature?