This Week So Far

Sometimes I feel as if the whole world is on my shoulders and other times it's like I don't give a damn. This week has been fun with family and friends, but lacked a bit in the work arena. I think fear crept up on me this week. I now work in the financial and cleaning business. I like both because I get to help people while making new friends. The financial business is intimidating at times because people judge you non-stop, especially when you're new. What's great is that the company I work for is a very positive and supportive environment. I can really see myself growing in this company and have my own office in the next 4 years. I have been reading books on finance, looking at articles online, and listening to audio. One thing that I do notice is that there is always that one idiot that tries to out do you. You can't tell someone how to do their job if you've never done it. It's human nature to judge but it's just pure evilness to act on it in order to kill a person's spirit. I've had plenty of friends like this and they're still my friend. My aunt Sherry was wondering why I was still friends with them. I told her that these people don't know any better and that there is something going on in their life that's not working. They just wanted me to feel how they're feeling, but they went about it in the wrong way. I do forgive people easily because in both of these industries you have to. A cleaning position is not disgraceful but it has that reputation. There is a lot a trust for a person to let you come into their home and clean. You learn about that person, and they open up to you. The same goes for the financial business. It takes a lot of trust for someone to let you know what their financial problems are and admitting that they need help. Providing people with a service is something that is social and intimate and requires a positive mindset. I have the right qualities to be in both businesses, but I need to put my fears aside.